And it dont stop.

Grind Mode Official. Thats where I'm at right now. I hope that God provides me with an outlet to get the fuck up out of the ghetto. I'm sick and tired of hood shit. Now I love the hood, however I'm out growing the hood...and it just ain't for me. I'm a ghetto prisoner due to economic circumstance. I guess I could've done better in high school or not fucked off in college so that I may have had a degree and a decent paying job (work still sucks!). However I didn't and I make a dumb salary that won't help me get up and out. I mean I barely have enough $$ to pay all these fuckin bills anyway. SO I emcee to free myself from the shit I see. I liked that rhyme.
This here is just a thought. Have you ever known and trusted someone who potentially turned out to be your worst enemy? I have.
Oh...and who the hell is reading these blogs. I would like to know. If your not chicken. Also I need help with making a few decisions. I'd like to move out of Milwaukee...I just haven't figured out where? Help a brotha out.
Otherwise I've just been chillin wit my kids and trying to take it easy...doesn't happen though. Everyday is a tireless grind, I feel like I'm always running on the stupid wheel like a caged mouse. I'm ready to break that mutha and roll out PIMP!!!
Again..on the topic of enemies. WHy are people afraid to make enemies and always so easy to make friends. As long as I know who my enemies are, I'll always see through to who is a real friend. My enemies also keep me on my toes, my friends know who they are.
As well the grind doesn't stop..gotta go.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 at 03:02PM

Work.

Another day, another dolla. Or the lack there of...right! If I said to myself that I was going to get paid everyday instead of saying that I'm goin to work...would it make my experience more desireable? I always wondered how one would find that "job" that was perfect for them? You know the laid back gig with all the fringe benefits. The one that ain't really like work! My ideal "job" would be pursuing my music career full time, however I still have to maintain in the off time. So I work a fuckin job! Boooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Everyone is doing it though, so why not go along with the crowd? Why not? Because the crowd is lame and full of fat assess who watch dancing with the stars like its a freakin religion! I'm snappin...I know. I've always hated the concept of working a job. My time is worth much more than 10 - 15 dollars an hour.
I'm still on the grind!.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 at 02:16PM

Going Back to Cali....entry #1

The universe is a great place to be if you're me. Well on most days. I just got back from a 10 day excursion to Miami and L.A. Needless to say I had a wonderful time at the beaches on bothe coasts. From South Beach to Venice Beach all in the matter of two weeks. Too much eye candy for my red blooded, heterosexual, alpha male self to handle! I kept it clean though, strictly looking and no touching. My spirit tells me to hold off on women for a while until that one that I can't resist comes wondering around. Having the opportunity to observe beautiful women gives me the chance to really see what it is that I like in women soo much. The roundness of their lips, the sway in their hips, the dips in their curves and how a truly beautiful woman can suddenly stop time for a moment. That shit is genuine.
Otherwise the busisness aspect of my trip was also a great benefit. In Miami I had the chance to rub shoulders with Russell Simmons (co founder of Def Jam), Rip Hamilton (NBA Baller), Chris Chambers (NFL Baller), Angel Rodriguex (Reggeaton Producer...major status), John Legend (recording artist) and a host of other millionaire muthafuckas. I've always known one millionaire, but I never thought that I'd get the opportunity to hang with other millionaires..besides the one who mentored me. I'm still not rich though...not close. But like they say "if you hang with 9 losers, then you're destined to be the 10th", same goes for "if you hang with 10 millionaires. then you're destined to be the 10th". I feel so blessed to be able to hang around the people that I know. I won't name drop....but I do have some important freinds.....or associates rather. I'm so destined to be on their level, I've always...since I was a young boy knew that one day I'd have the world as my oyster, and by hell or high water I will one day. While I was in L.A a friend said to me "welcome to the decadence", which sure certified in my mind that in Milwaukee, WI we stay a block away from hell. A freezing hell. I enjoy the decadence!
Oh..and while I was in Miami I had the opportunity to flow for some record executives from Sony/BMG UK! That shit was great, they also said that I was a brilliant, lyrical genius. Ha, I've always thought so myself!. Anyhow they took all my info, gave me some of their buisiness cards and bought me a beer. Nice blokes I would say, and not at all wankers (thats U.K talk for those who don't travel enough). Success is apon me, which could oull me away fron this stupid office job I work for the meantime.
I wish the best to all who read this blog, tell a friend to tell a friend!
Adebisi
Posted on Monday, April 14, 2008 at 02:45PM
Xperience.