The Growth.

How I feel. I feel like I'm growing going into 2010. This is a new decade. All that was past is old. All that is to come is new. The second decade of the new millennium is going to be crazy. I'm happy to be on the cusp of a new wave of things. I've felt in the past that what I was doing wasn't being noticed or I was being past up. As if I was behind the talent curve and that I was never ever going to get my chance to shine. All the while perhaps I've been so far ahead of the curve that time just needed the opportunity to catch up with my train of thought. Moving at the speed of BLAX.
What moves me? Money? Still don't nothing move but that. When I was younger I didn't fully understand what that meant. As a matter of fact when I was younger there were a lot of things that I couldn't understand. Coming into my 29th year there are so many things that I am starting to see clearly. Lately I've been just looking back on all the hardships and bullshit I went through in my early and mid twenties and just analyzing that. There were times when I was locked up, beat down, left out in the cold, fucked up, wildin out doing dumb shit where I could have lost my life. I used to think that I would never make it to see 21. I remember making it. And I am still here. Life moves me. My children's lives move me. To be greater. So that they can be greater than me.
What it is that I love. I love God. Though I know I am a sinner not even worthy of his shine. He holds me high. I don't know why but within this decade I will search for the answer. I love my family. I love my Mama! And I just want to make it for her. Whatever making it is? I love my children. I love my people. I love Africa. I love women. I love my music.

OneLove & BlaxLife